Bitch's first report

Last night when i went to ******** i wasn't certain how i would take my task further, other than i was wasting my time with young guys. As You accurately put it they would not be interested in a wrinkly flabby old fart like me.
 
  The first bar i went into was mainly younger people but there were a few people of my vintage. There i got talking with a bloke called *****, good company and amusing with good conversation. During our conversation he mentioned that he had booked a room in a local hotel. It allowed him to come into town and leave his car there and have a few to drink and get a taxi back and not worry about drink driving. He asked if i had any plans for the rest of the night. i thought "in for a penny in for a £" and explained about my situation. i said to him that for £25 he could have what he wanted. After all, as i was on soft drinks and driving, he would not have to pay for his taxi so it wouldn't seem as expensive.
 
  So about 10.45 i took us back to the hotel. He had told me that he had just come through an acrimonious split with his partner. At the time of my divorce i thought that the solicitors bill alone would have paid for a good few jumps. Divorce makes marriage expensive sex. i presume that gay partnerships might have similar costs incurred from the division of joint assets when splitting. It made me wonder whether ***** might just at the moment be looking for something that was sex without the commitment.
 
  When we got to the room he opened himself a bottle of wine that he had brought with him while i undressed. i stood naked in front of him. He sat there with a glass of wine in one hand my locked up maggot and balls in the other. He seemed genuinely interested in my chastity and asked how it worked.. i explained that the plastic padlock allowed it to be removed in case of emergency. But providing photo evidence with something like the paper and date along with the number on the padlock prevented me obtaining relief until You decided that i deserved some relief.
 
  i loved the feeling of humiliation as i stood there naked in front of a fully dressed man, my pride and joy in his hand and having to explain this to him. After hearing me out, he told me to get on my knees. i did so and then had to unzip his fly and get his cock out. Another wave of humiliation came over me as i took a real man's cock into my mouth. However the knowledge that i was doing this to please You made it all worthwhile.
 
  He was quite easy with me, did not verbally abuse me, just gripped my head and encouraged me. He only spoke to issue instructions i.e. slow down when i was going too fast, grip firmer with my lips and no teeth. i once read somewhere that a sub could practice on a strap-on or dildo but there was nothing like the real thing. The taste and feel were totally different and must admit had a feeling close to pride when i got him hard.
 
  After a while we broke off. He undressed. We had both brought condoms but he preferred to use his own. i had brought a small bottle with lube in it as well. When we were both ready he got me on the bed and fucked me doggy style.
 
  After the oral he was not that long in coming. His cock was a lot better than a strap-on or dildo. When i was able to relax it was a lot better. He made me rest my head on the bed and use my hands to pull my cheeks further apart. The knowledge of the bitch i have become added to my humiliation when he put his hands on my hips and pulled my cunt further back onto his cock.
 
  After he came i took the condom off him and flushed it away while he washed his cock and balls. Back on the bed we rested for a short period before he got me to suck his nipples and then his cock again before making me rim him. This he really enjoyed and thankfully he was clean. He then fucked me again, this time in the missionary position. He laid me on my back, put a couple of pillows under my arse to raise my cunt to a suitable height. i then had to watch as he got between my legs and saw his cock go in out of me as he fucked me. This time it took a lot longer but as i was relaxed it went well. However this was the most humiliating bit for me. i thought of the number of women that i had screwed in that position, it was my favourite position. Indeed i could tell when my ex-wife was on the verge of coming when we had sex by the way she put her hands behind her knees and seemed to pull them back. Now it was me being fucked in that position and could not help but think what she would say if she could see me now!
 
  Afterwards he gave me my payment and we had a chat. As i thought he was looking for no commitment sex. He thought that you could not get much more non committed than me just needing to earn money and be fucked. But he wanted certain things to be done. He was not bothered about my relationship with You (i had not referred to You by name just that i had a cyber dominatrix that i was trying to earn money for). However he does not like smoking and would want me to stop. In addition i would have to get an anal douche to ensure that i was always clean for him. He also wants me to lose some weight and put a bit of muscle on so undertake some exercise. He wants us both to be aids tested so we both know where we stand. Then get tested again just over 3 months later to ensure that it would be OK to have unprotected sex, he prefers that. i thought that you would love pictures of my mouth and cunt full of his cum.. For his part after a 3 week break to give me chance to
  make the changes he said he would use me, at his home at least once, possibly twice a week with a possibility of what he described as "specials". He will pay me £30 a time. He also required that his name was kept out of anything that appeared about me on the net.  i of course told him i would need Your permission for any of these things as You are my owner Goddess.